Chasing Fire

"It's hard to stay mad, when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst... And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life... You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure. But don't worry... you will someday." - Lester Burnham (American Beauty)

No idea why I’m uploading this.

I’m really sleepy. I should go to bed.

Loathing

You broke through my walls and never thought twice
The repercussions you’ll have on my life
You consumed, destroyed, exhausted, and devoured
Every piece of me, left me in the corner to cower

Let the dams break and the earth buckle
My hatred for you is insurmountable
Let lightning strike and engulf your house in flames
Wipe that stupid grin off your face

You are as they say, a conniving whore
You, my dear, are not to be adored
Your parents should have aborted you
Buried you alive, deep within the earth’s core

LOL!

- Bri Bri (02-23-2012)

Brian Patrick – And Now You're Mine by Pablo Neruda

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Last night, I actually went through the trouble of recording a sonnet by Pablo Neruda. Hayayay! This is Sonnet LXXXI (And Now You’re Mine). Lol! Yay for poetry!

Played 11 times.

I look like a lesbian.

1,2,3,4

Me, most of the time, when I’m alone. (Notebook, Pen, iPod)

“Breakin’ Me” (Acoustic Cover) by Bri Bri (ME!)

Every day I see your face I wish I’d stayed
Don’t even know what made me run away
It’s just the way I play the game

Emotional is not a word I’d use to explain myself
But now I’m down upon my knees
Baby please take me back

I don’t want to be in love but you’re makin’ me
Let me up I’ve had enough. Girl you’re breakin’ me

Here I am just half a man standing alone
Feeling like I lost my only chance
At happiness when I let you go

I don’t want to be alone thinkin’ bout you girl
I got nothin’ left to hold in this lonely world

The first time my heart was ever touched
Was the day I lost your love
I can feel it in my flesh and blood
My soul can only take it so much

So there it is. Why can’t you give us one more try
You and I could find a way to live
If you let me in one more time

I know you lost your faith in me but I still believe
Can I make you understand, can I make you see
That I’m desperate for your love and it’s breakin’ me

It’s breakin’ me

I love the posters on his wall!